Thursday, January 28, 2010
I did it again.
I didn't go to school today.
I have Ryans KBKK book and two of the class deco things. Why didn't i go?!
My mom wouldn't let me cuz i woke up with a coughing fit =\. IKR? WTF!!!
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I regret it. Everything. BLAHHHH.
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Ryan probably hates me now.
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Had a chat with Chao yesterday. He's leaving bj and the interwebz.... He's going to college soon too. He says he'll visit from time to time but it'll be rare. T~T
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Its a new day but it all feels old. Its a new life thats what im told everything it all just seems the same... :(
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Sigh probably going to the doctors soon to get my cough checked out. Its been about a whole week and im still coughing.
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Essay competition was yesterday. Sigh. I hope i did okay. :) Mrs Kay said my drawing was gorgeous.
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Went to the doctor. Dr Arun kinda scares me O_O. IDK WHY. And there was this guy who kept staring at me while i was waiting for my medicine :C.
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Went to drop off the 7 virtues and like wtf i came back with ALL of them the ones ive done and another two to do. WTF? =_=
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Ashton plays the umm whadayacallit. The chinese instrument D: The one thats like a guitar but its like a board. o.O.
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Anyways nothing much today. Gonna go :) BYE!
I didn't go to school today.
I have Ryans KBKK book and two of the class deco things. Why didn't i go?!
My mom wouldn't let me cuz i woke up with a coughing fit =\. IKR? WTF!!!
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I regret it. Everything. BLAHHHH.
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Ryan probably hates me now.
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Had a chat with Chao yesterday. He's leaving bj and the interwebz.... He's going to college soon too. He says he'll visit from time to time but it'll be rare. T~T
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Its a new day but it all feels old. Its a new life thats what im told everything it all just seems the same... :(
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Sigh probably going to the doctors soon to get my cough checked out. Its been about a whole week and im still coughing.
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Essay competition was yesterday. Sigh. I hope i did okay. :) Mrs Kay said my drawing was gorgeous.
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Went to the doctor. Dr Arun kinda scares me O_O. IDK WHY. And there was this guy who kept staring at me while i was waiting for my medicine :C.
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Went to drop off the 7 virtues and like wtf i came back with ALL of them the ones ive done and another two to do. WTF? =_=
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Ashton plays the umm whadayacallit. The chinese instrument D: The one thats like a guitar but its like a board. o.O.
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Anyways nothing much today. Gonna go :) BYE!
what we could have been, 9:34 PM.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Why did god made us with hormones?
I think mines acting up >_<... BLAH!!!!! OMG D: .
So yeaah O_O. Hormones. You know the kinda scene you get in romance stories...
Like when a girl is doing her work and shes leaning over the paper. She tried to figure out this really really hard question when the guy helps her. He leans in just like a millimeter and he starts doing the hard question on her paper and suddenly he stops, leans out abit and realizes.
Then he thinks or says something like... "Wow her hair smells nice."... And the line between friends to more-than-friends has been crossed.
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KYAH. SOMETHING SIMILAR HAPPENED TO ME D: AND LIKE WOOOW WOOOOOOOOOOOW O_O. LOL. Is this how people in manga felt? CUZ SUDDENLY MY VEIW JUST CHANGED. Like suddenly the guy seems cooler. IDK.
My hormoes @_@. Seriously. This is bothering me alot. ALOT.
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WHOOOOS
THEEEEEE
GUYYYYY?
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KAZU D: .
*facepalms*
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Tomorrow is Wednesday! :D! Sports practice day. But i have band :B I R PLAYS TEH CLARINET. LOLOLOLOL. fail v.v
So yeah my escape from sports practice. :)
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I HAVENT DONE MY MATH'S H/W D:! I should do it now instead of blogging. But im lazy. FML.
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I wanna be in percussion for band. =\
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Crystal just told me about the situation on her dad on the phone on the way back from tution. And god... X.X. I hope nothing happens to their family. I LOVE YOU CRYSTAL D: .
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I just linked nino to this blog :)! I LOVE YOU NINOHHHHH <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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K i have H/w to finish and its really late so good night people :).
I think mines acting up >_<... BLAH!!!!! OMG D: .
So yeaah O_O. Hormones. You know the kinda scene you get in romance stories...
Like when a girl is doing her work and shes leaning over the paper. She tried to figure out this really really hard question when the guy helps her. He leans in just like a millimeter and he starts doing the hard question on her paper and suddenly he stops, leans out abit and realizes.
Then he thinks or says something like... "Wow her hair smells nice."... And the line between friends to more-than-friends has been crossed.
...
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KYAH. SOMETHING SIMILAR HAPPENED TO ME D: AND LIKE WOOOW WOOOOOOOOOOOW O_O. LOL. Is this how people in manga felt? CUZ SUDDENLY MY VEIW JUST CHANGED. Like suddenly the guy seems cooler. IDK.
My hormoes @_@. Seriously. This is bothering me alot. ALOT.
ANDDDDD
WHOOOOS
THEEEEEE
GUYYYYY?
...
KAZU D: .
*facepalms*
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Tomorrow is Wednesday! :D! Sports practice day. But i have band :B I R PLAYS TEH CLARINET. LOLOLOLOL. fail v.v
So yeah my escape from sports practice. :)
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I HAVENT DONE MY MATH'S H/W D:! I should do it now instead of blogging. But im lazy. FML.
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I wanna be in percussion for band. =\
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Crystal just told me about the situation on her dad on the phone on the way back from tution. And god... X.X. I hope nothing happens to their family. I LOVE YOU CRYSTAL D: .
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I just linked nino to this blog :)! I LOVE YOU NINOHHHHH <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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K i have H/w to finish and its really late so good night people :).
what we could have been, 7:54 AM.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Oh my god D: .
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I saw Mrs Teh today. =\ I got scolded again. I did my exercises in the wrong books :( I DID DO THEM THOUGH! Can't she cut me some slack? She keeps going on about how a leapord never changes its spots and im still the same as last year. WTF IM TRYING HARD TOO .____. She doesn't have to be so so... Well dissapointed. I feel abit let down. She doesn't even know my feelings and how hard it is for me to try this hard.
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Mmm. K.H. tomorrow. Happyness! We get to cook :) Im having Su Anne's apron cuz Jia Qi (is that how its spelled?) from Crystal's class asked me to return it. We're cooking Ayam Sos Tiram and Sayuran campur bergoreng. Oh and some fruit desert o.O. Wish me luck!
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I hateeeeeee... life sometimes. :C
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So today in the morning i felt really sick. Like i was feeling chilly and shit. So i naturally didn't wanna wake up and eventually i did (thanks to my mom for her excellent vocal cords) and i started litsening to Chase Coy songs.
His song "If the moon fell down tonight". Okay this might sound retarded but i actually cried at one part of the lyrics that says: "must've done something right, to deserve you in my life...". Yeah i cried.
For no fuxing reason O_O.
Idk to be weirded out of laugh at myself but yeah i just for some reason started bawling. No joke.
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Ahhhh. Why isn't Malaysian life as well... interesting as overseas life you see like in the movies. Well in the movies so maybe im just dreaming.
Still. Why ruin my fun and stop dreaming? xD.
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I wore baju kurung today and when school ended i was walking out the ummm corridor thingy place whatever Jack was walking next to me but i didn't notice because of my phone. And thing is, i was looking down yet he reconized me. O_O. Amazing. And we don't even really talk. Though i admit. I kinda mind. >_< *shushs*
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CRYZTALIIIII!!!!!!! FFS WOMAN.
OF ALL THE HOT GUYS LIKE JUSTIN YOU PICK DRUG X? WTFFFFF :C. YOU MUST REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM O_O.
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Rofl today at tution we all went to toilet at the same time and we camwhoared in the toilet LOL. All of us cramped in there x3. LOLOLOLOL. It was fun :)
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HLY SHT. I hope Ryan forgot my blog link O_O. I dont want him seeing this.
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:) Aishiteru ne, baka l@i-O|\| <3.
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BTW TODAY AT LUNCH LOL AT BREAK IT WAS HILARIOUS! ME, KYE LII AND THE GANG WAS AT THE BOOKSHOP AND LIKE WE WERE ACTING ALL STUPID :DDDD ROFL.
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Mkay im tired. Goodnight all you strangers out there.
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I saw Mrs Teh today. =\ I got scolded again. I did my exercises in the wrong books :( I DID DO THEM THOUGH! Can't she cut me some slack? She keeps going on about how a leapord never changes its spots and im still the same as last year. WTF IM TRYING HARD TOO .____. She doesn't have to be so so... Well dissapointed. I feel abit let down. She doesn't even know my feelings and how hard it is for me to try this hard.
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Mmm. K.H. tomorrow. Happyness! We get to cook :) Im having Su Anne's apron cuz Jia Qi (is that how its spelled?) from Crystal's class asked me to return it. We're cooking Ayam Sos Tiram and Sayuran campur bergoreng. Oh and some fruit desert o.O. Wish me luck!
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I hateeeeeee... life sometimes. :C
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So today in the morning i felt really sick. Like i was feeling chilly and shit. So i naturally didn't wanna wake up and eventually i did (thanks to my mom for her excellent vocal cords) and i started litsening to Chase Coy songs.
His song "If the moon fell down tonight". Okay this might sound retarded but i actually cried at one part of the lyrics that says: "must've done something right, to deserve you in my life...". Yeah i cried.
For no fuxing reason O_O.
Idk to be weirded out of laugh at myself but yeah i just for some reason started bawling. No joke.
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Ahhhh. Why isn't Malaysian life as well... interesting as overseas life you see like in the movies. Well in the movies so maybe im just dreaming.
Still. Why ruin my fun and stop dreaming? xD.
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I wore baju kurung today and when school ended i was walking out the ummm corridor thingy place whatever Jack was walking next to me but i didn't notice because of my phone. And thing is, i was looking down yet he reconized me. O_O. Amazing. And we don't even really talk. Though i admit. I kinda mind. >_< *shushs*
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CRYZTALIIIII!!!!!!! FFS WOMAN.
OF ALL THE HOT GUYS LIKE JUSTIN YOU PICK DRUG X? WTFFFFF :C. YOU MUST REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM O_O.
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Rofl today at tution we all went to toilet at the same time and we camwhoared in the toilet LOL. All of us cramped in there x3. LOLOLOLOL. It was fun :)
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HLY SHT. I hope Ryan forgot my blog link O_O. I dont want him seeing this.
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:) Aishiteru ne, baka l@i-O|\| <3.
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BTW TODAY AT LUNCH LOL AT BREAK IT WAS HILARIOUS! ME, KYE LII AND THE GANG WAS AT THE BOOKSHOP AND LIKE WE WERE ACTING ALL STUPID :DDDD ROFL.
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Mkay im tired. Goodnight all you strangers out there.
what we could have been, 8:26 AM.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Today is the shittiest day ever.
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Hoping tomorrow will be better.
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So today i think i got jealous of someone O_O Am i bad? >_< I kinda feel like taylor swift's song of teardrops on my guitar xD Oh oh! I think i'll take up guitar :) Thanks to Chao for helping me decide. <3 ILY CHAO :DD!
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My dreams of my friends and I living together today were crushed. I kinda don't know where to steer my life to now. Lost. Maybe ill go with owning a bakery idea thing? Idk. Still a long way to go tho so ill cross the road when i get to it.
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Sigh. I feel kinda emo. But i think tomorrow will be better :3! Im going to Sunway Pyramid :)
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Cryztali told me that her parents might be getting a divorce... That kinda reminded me of my parents and how i felt. So i called her to make sure shes okay. And she was xD We had a short chat and then she had to go eat dinner.
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Speaking of dinner today i had dinner with family. (moms side NOT including sinsin and jonathan) It was Jeremy's farewell dinner. He's leaving to study in a university in Sydney. It was a good dinner at Tak Fook (the crab place). At the end i hugged him. It was awkward. O_O;; IDK WHY LOL. xD. thats pretty much the most productive thing ive done all day. Which isnt much at all rofl. xD.
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Music : [[FM static - Tonight.]]
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Bye all you bloggers out there :)
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Hoping tomorrow will be better.
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So today i think i got jealous of someone O_O Am i bad? >_< I kinda feel like taylor swift's song of teardrops on my guitar xD Oh oh! I think i'll take up guitar :) Thanks to Chao for helping me decide. <3 ILY CHAO :DD!
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My dreams of my friends and I living together today were crushed. I kinda don't know where to steer my life to now. Lost. Maybe ill go with owning a bakery idea thing? Idk. Still a long way to go tho so ill cross the road when i get to it.
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Sigh. I feel kinda emo. But i think tomorrow will be better :3! Im going to Sunway Pyramid :)
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Cryztali told me that her parents might be getting a divorce... That kinda reminded me of my parents and how i felt. So i called her to make sure shes okay. And she was xD We had a short chat and then she had to go eat dinner.
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Speaking of dinner today i had dinner with family. (moms side NOT including sinsin and jonathan) It was Jeremy's farewell dinner. He's leaving to study in a university in Sydney. It was a good dinner at Tak Fook (the crab place). At the end i hugged him. It was awkward. O_O;; IDK WHY LOL. xD. thats pretty much the most productive thing ive done all day. Which isnt much at all rofl. xD.
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Music : [[FM static - Tonight.]]
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Bye all you bloggers out there :)
what we could have been, 8:51 AM.
