Saturday, February 13, 2010
All night sugar rush,
Just give me a taste tonight ;)
So i can taste you on my tounge,
With your lips to kiss like the red hot sun,
Your one big sugar rush.
♥
Well, im sure you guys have seen this on multiple blogs but... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY! :) (damn i have no valentines ;w; *lonely*)
Sorry i havent been blogging lately. Shall i tell you what happened? Here goes. So the weekend before CNY holidays started, my mom forbade me to go with my dad. Why? Because he isn't paying child expenses. I understand that my mom suffered and needed money to raise me but i mean look at my dad's point of veiw.
.
.
.
.
Mom betrayed him.
So I decided to just stay in my room for Sat and Sun crying my eye sout. Yes, i cried. I know its not like my dad died but ... not being able to see him stirred up discomfort in me. And i feel selfish. There are poeple who dont even have parents. People who starve for food etc and here i am crying just cuz i can't see my dad.
Then came CNY holiday which is now. And mom forbade me to see and go to dad to Penang... I cried. I hated my mom. x.x. Sigh. I just dont want to care anymore. But the more i make myself not care, the more i realize i DO care. And i care alot. Sigh...
Recently i read two mangas. One about errr this girl who can tame her boss's inner tiger. I dont know hwo to explain. Its called Barairo my honey. I LOVE IT! Manga lovers out there who are reading this, do go and read it. And by the same mangaka who drew/wrote that, she also has a few other works like midnight secretary which, *squeals* IS A HOT VAMPIRE MANGA! And another one about a were wolf o,..,o! OMG READ ALL OF THEM NOW!. *obsessed.*
Im am currently sitting in my toilet sweaty and uncomfortable. Why? because i have no privacy. Even if i do lock my room door, if my mom knocks she wont go away until i answer -____-''
Weird isn't it? Blogging from my toilet o_o.
WENT OUT WITH SARAH TODAY! It was so fun :)! We went to the bookstore and we found some books and secided to lend each other some books... Went to McD! We both ate chocolate sundaes while thinking about stories and starting the one we planned to. :D. Then we packed french fries and walked around. Also went to speedy! We saw diffrent dvd's there. She said i was easy to hang out with ._.;; I hope so! She has so many other better friends :). I feel labbed!
Went out to dinner with mom, Pepe and George at TJ's. Its this adorable little western style restraunt. Its so cute! It dosn't relaly have the tense atmosphere of a restraunt. Just a nice cozy one :). Had a salmon steak and this yummy guava+some other fruits drink.
So while i was at dinner i read this awsome book called The Hunger Games. Oh my god O_O. I don't normally liek this type of book but... WOW. Past the first chapter and i coudlnt stop. I only started this evening and im already more then halfway through it. BLEW MY FUXING MIND OwO.
I wish he could see, his own reflection reflected in my eyes, at the bottom of my heart.
♥
oh dear Samantha. Mind you. Stop having dirty thoughts x].
SERGEI GOT A VALENTINE O_O Oh my god! Her name is Nicole. She looks abit like Wei lum actually. I hope shes nice. Hes gonna take her out next week to the movies, give her chocolates and walk her home. HES EVEN WEARING PLAYBOY COLONGE. LOL?. is he really only my age? -___-. I guess he'll be the killer playboy when he's older afterall... Is she breaks his heart ill break her face :3.
I'm going to go out on Monday again! I would tell you who im going out with but that will start rumours. So Shhhhh ;].
ANYWAYS! Im tired so this is where i'll stop. Bye guys. ILY.
Just give me a taste tonight ;)
So i can taste you on my tounge,
With your lips to kiss like the red hot sun,
Your one big sugar rush.
♥
Well, im sure you guys have seen this on multiple blogs but... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY! :) (damn i have no valentines ;w; *lonely*)
Sorry i havent been blogging lately. Shall i tell you what happened? Here goes. So the weekend before CNY holidays started, my mom forbade me to go with my dad. Why? Because he isn't paying child expenses. I understand that my mom suffered and needed money to raise me but i mean look at my dad's point of veiw.
.
.
.
.
Mom betrayed him.
So I decided to just stay in my room for Sat and Sun crying my eye sout. Yes, i cried. I know its not like my dad died but ... not being able to see him stirred up discomfort in me. And i feel selfish. There are poeple who dont even have parents. People who starve for food etc and here i am crying just cuz i can't see my dad.
Then came CNY holiday which is now. And mom forbade me to see and go to dad to Penang... I cried. I hated my mom. x.x. Sigh. I just dont want to care anymore. But the more i make myself not care, the more i realize i DO care. And i care alot. Sigh...
Recently i read two mangas. One about errr this girl who can tame her boss's inner tiger. I dont know hwo to explain. Its called Barairo my honey. I LOVE IT! Manga lovers out there who are reading this, do go and read it. And by the same mangaka who drew/wrote that, she also has a few other works like midnight secretary which, *squeals* IS A HOT VAMPIRE MANGA! And another one about a were wolf o,..,o! OMG READ ALL OF THEM NOW!. *obsessed.*
Im am currently sitting in my toilet sweaty and uncomfortable. Why? because i have no privacy. Even if i do lock my room door, if my mom knocks she wont go away until i answer -____-''
Weird isn't it? Blogging from my toilet o_o.
WENT OUT WITH SARAH TODAY! It was so fun :)! We went to the bookstore and we found some books and secided to lend each other some books... Went to McD! We both ate chocolate sundaes while thinking about stories and starting the one we planned to. :D. Then we packed french fries and walked around. Also went to speedy! We saw diffrent dvd's there. She said i was easy to hang out with ._.;; I hope so! She has so many other better friends :). I feel labbed!
Went out to dinner with mom, Pepe and George at TJ's. Its this adorable little western style restraunt. Its so cute! It dosn't relaly have the tense atmosphere of a restraunt. Just a nice cozy one :). Had a salmon steak and this yummy guava+some other fruits drink.
So while i was at dinner i read this awsome book called The Hunger Games. Oh my god O_O. I don't normally liek this type of book but... WOW. Past the first chapter and i coudlnt stop. I only started this evening and im already more then halfway through it. BLEW MY FUXING MIND OwO.
I wish he could see, his own reflection reflected in my eyes, at the bottom of my heart.
♥
oh dear Samantha. Mind you. Stop having dirty thoughts x].
SERGEI GOT A VALENTINE O_O Oh my god! Her name is Nicole. She looks abit like Wei lum actually. I hope shes nice. Hes gonna take her out next week to the movies, give her chocolates and walk her home. HES EVEN WEARING PLAYBOY COLONGE. LOL?. is he really only my age? -___-. I guess he'll be the killer playboy when he's older afterall... Is she breaks his heart ill break her face :3.
I'm going to go out on Monday again! I would tell you who im going out with but that will start rumours. So Shhhhh ;].
ANYWAYS! Im tired so this is where i'll stop. Bye guys. ILY.
what we could have been, 6:09 AM.
